trapped

why do I feel so alone?
trapped in this heart of loneliness
faced by the cold fear
of not being free

it's so damn painful to try and feel emotions
to try to change the way
or fight for my escape
from this dark hole

it sunk into my heart.. my soul
so deep it became unreachable
untouchable, unforgettable
it reminds me it's there

it tears me apart
it makes me cry for help
I want it to stop
I want to die





copyrights Christina D. 1997